Things are still interesting.
At least, to me. It’s my life, it better be interesting. Without fail, fortunately, I never have a bored moment. Moments of peace have been important for my still-as-yet-unresolved medical condition. I won’t complain, that’s too easy to do and would defeat the value of the lessons I have been learning in the last six months. We don’t yet know the cause, but we hope to learn sometime in Febuary, and yes, I have been since July (when the condition began) to see a specialist. Make of that what you will.
While you’re sorting that out, here’s where I’m at: I’m surrounded by people who have varying reactions to my situation. Opinions of all sorts. It was annoying at first, until I realized that they care and are trying to help, even though they can’t possibly step into my shoes and walk for me. Not that I need them to. The gratitude that came of that mindful moment was a paradigm changer, undoubtedly. I have had many like it, and try to be aware of opportunities for growth.
Loss is hard because we love so much and so many. What would be worse than loss would be to not love at all. The greatest danger our world faces on all fronts is not hatred, selfishness or ignorance. It is failing to care about others and de-valuing the existence of anyone and everyone.
This is the longest I’ve been able to type for some time, and I’ll wrap it up shortly, but before I do, with all of the changes happening – and so quickly – everywhere we look, what are we to make of it all? Confusion and chaos abounds. Who is right? Who do we follow?
I follow Jesus Christ, and the love He taught extends immeasurably to all. I don’t have His capacity in any measure, but I have learned that anger and hatred are tools of the powerless, because they are in the end ineffective. It is only through aiding and supporting our brothers and sisters in their growth that we gain any satisfaction in this life.
Our duty to God is to live with active love and compassion toward one another. We work with what we have and give what we can. That is the foundation of our strength: The choices we make.
On another note, I’ve noticed visitors increasing, and I couldn’t guess why, but once I have a diagnosis for this condition I plan to continue writing.
Thank you for everyone’s visits.
We need to do more than be kind to each other. Take the next step: Do something with good intent in your heart. Kindness is easy, service is hard, and it’s how we grow.
